Well... I was just thinking. Things are so simple with you. I don't mean simple-simple - I know they're still kind of complicated. Because of you and me, and us, and all of that.
Because of what we-- well. Anyway.
But it doesn't confuse me. Sometimes it stings, or aches... but it's not confusing. And I never wonder about you - how you feel and what you want, and whether I'm an idiot for talking to you, or...
It's not just that people acting shady is confusing. It's just that... sometimes if someone isn't acting shady that's confusing, too. Because you kind of expect it, and then you wonder if you're missing something.
Usually if there's someone who normally acts like that and suddenly doesn't? That's all the more reason to be suspicious. That's when they know they got somethin' to hide. Nobody's perfect, after all.
...
You shouldn't hang around confusing people, you know. That's like hiring an alcoholic as a bartender. You got problems enough as it is.
Well. It's not really as easy as it sounds to not hang around confusing people. I don't necessarily have a choice... sometimes. And then sometimes I do, but I want to so I can't not. And then sometimes it's a little of each.
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'sides, it'll get me out doin' something. You don't want me to turn into a hermit, right?
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I dunno if I believe you'd just let that happen.
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And... fight you!
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Is that supposed to make me not want to be a hermit, 'cause I don't think it's workin'.
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You know I think I'll just spend the week indoors, weather's getting kinda nasty. I don't need to catch anything, you know?
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...this is nice, you know?
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Because of what we-- well. Anyway.
But it doesn't confuse me. Sometimes it stings, or aches... but it's not confusing. And I never wonder about you - how you feel and what you want, and whether I'm an idiot for talking to you, or...
I was just thinking about that.
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Hm. You mean you've been spending even more time confused than usual? It's a wonder you still know how to talk right.
Anyway, it's a waste of time actin' shady about shit. I'm not into that.
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...but yes. I'm confused all the time, really.
I--
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It's not just that people acting shady is confusing. It's just that... sometimes if someone isn't acting shady that's confusing, too. Because you kind of expect it, and then you wonder if you're missing something.
Do you know what I mean?
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Usually if there's someone who normally acts like that and suddenly doesn't? That's all the more reason to be suspicious. That's when they know they got somethin' to hide. Nobody's perfect, after all.
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You shouldn't hang around confusing people, you know. That's like hiring an alcoholic as a bartender. You got problems enough as it is.
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I'm... not sure what that means.
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Err.
Well. It's not really as easy as it sounds to not hang around confusing people. I don't necessarily have a choice... sometimes. And then sometimes I do, but I want to so I can't not. And then sometimes it's a little of each.
I guess mostly it's a little of each.