priscilla: (You're the fiercest calm I've been in.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-01-13 10:06 am (UTC)(link)
[Sorry, that made her smile.]

I missed you.
priscilla: (Scared of the spark.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-01-13 10:34 am (UTC)(link)
Teresa.

She was the only one who ever defeated me in a real battle. When I came here, she was about to kill me.

It's different, being afraid of something like that... um. It's a lot different than being afraid of something else, like one of those three.
priscilla: (If I were to be alone.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-01-13 11:22 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't run.

[...]

It was a deathmatch. It was meant to be. I thought... whichever one of us dies will probably just come back anyway. But at least we'd be done, at last.

I keep offering to die recently. It's almost like I want to, but I don't. The first time was just um. Strategy. And with Teresa, I--

[...]

I don't know. It was something worth dying for. To get that fear out of my body at last.
priscilla: (The ice is thin; come on dive in.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-01-13 12:30 pm (UTC)(link)
The other time was strategic!
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[personal profile] priscilla 2011-01-13 12:35 pm (UTC)(link)
...I was trying to keep Isley from killing people by making him promise that if he really needed to, he'd kill me instead of... some random person.

[...]

It was only because I knew he wouldn't! I'm not that stupid. And I'm definitely not suicidal.

...oh right! That reminds me! Neither of us backed down, it's just that when we got too close to doing actual damage, I guess it made him uncomfortable so he sort dropped in and stopped us.

[ :| ]
priscilla: (Wanna make you shout.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-01-13 12:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh... I don't know, he's a... kind of... evil, cannibalistic, amoral, monstrous--

Wait. Are you talking about the fight?!
priscilla: (Shh; there's something outside my door.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-01-13 01:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Well... he told he might do that in advance.

Something about how if she killed me he'd have to kill her, and that would cause him problems so he may as well just stop it from getting out of control in advance.

...anyway, it's okay, really! We're going to do it again sometime? Except without the um, high stakes. That way he won't get all twitchy about it.
priscilla: (Close as I should be to going under.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-01-13 01:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[She makes a face that looks quite like a >.< and smiles.]

I'm not nervous. I don't know when it will be, but...

It doesn't matter. I fought her and didn't die. I know now she can't just...

[...]

The first time I fought her, I couldn't touch her. Not even with Irene and Noel and Sophia to back me up. None of us could land even one blow. I was so scared I couldn't move.

I'm not afraid anymore, you see? I feel like the whole world shifted. Even though I know it's really just me.

Oh! You should meet them! Noel and Sophia! Um, the foxes.
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[personal profile] priscilla 2011-01-13 02:16 pm (UTC)(link)
I know.

...I couldn't have done it without you. I owe you so much of everything I am, and I--

[...she closes her eyes a little, and just for a moment, she looks... sad.]

[But only for a moment. She smiles again even as she opens her eyes.]


Well... if you ever come inside you're bound to meet them. I don't make them stay in my room all the time, although you can always come visit them there, too, as long as-- oh, I have a cat! I mean I have two cats. I named the new one Teresa and it's huge!
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priscilla: (Anything tearing me up from the ground.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-01-13 03:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm thanking you now because she didn't take my head off, and that's a completely valid reason for thanking so don't argue with me.

[huffpuff.]

And. Um.

Well! I named it after her because I already had Irene and Noel and Sophia, you see? And Teresa wasn't here yet, I mean she had been but she was gone, so I thought it was appropriate and besides Helen said maybe if I named an animal after someone they'd show up!

And then she did.

So now I'm waiting for Noel and Sophia, which would be pretty awkward actually.

[...]

I will if you disappear! I should get a horse and name it Arthur.
priscilla: (The ice is thin; come on dive in.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-01-13 03:38 pm (UTC)(link)
What? I don't think the back end of a horse really has a different name than the front end.

[...]

And why would I listen to myself talk? I'm the one saying the words so it's not like I don't know what I'm saying.
priscilla: (Time is gonna take my mind)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-01-14 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
[A long pause. She looks down the entire time, biting at the edge of her bottom lip.]

You can't disappear.

I mean. I know that you can't help it, if you do. I know we can't control it. I might disappear, too.

But you can't.

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