priscilla: (Almost brave.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-03-15 08:34 am (UTC)(link)
He said... that he pushes me because he believes in me. And that while there is a chance of my awakening, there's also a chance of my becoming strong enough to resist it. And... that he loves me... enough to bear my hatred to see my dream realized.

I...

I don't know what to do.
priscilla: (When I come to terms with this.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-03-15 09:29 am (UTC)(link)
....hm.

"Maybe I never loved you the way you wanted, but that doesn't mean I never loved you at all."

That's what he said. When I told him I don't believe him anymore.

I guess that's his way of showing it. I don't know. But I can't...

[...and now she's actually crying.]

I can't. I can't...
priscilla: (It's wearing her outsides thin.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-03-16 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
But I don't know what to do! Senji, I--

When he left, I thought--!

[...more crying.]
priscilla: (I guess I'm the sorriest of all.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-03-18 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
I thought he was done with me. I don't know why else someone would do that. And if he isn't, then I don't know what he wants from me, I already gave him everything he asked for and he still--!