priscilla: (I'm running out of time.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-08-02 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
[....more silence. She keeps staring at her hands]

No. I’m not okay.

I hate... being afraid. I hate that people can hurt me, even if it’s just a few people. I hate having two lives and only one head, and only one me. And I hate feeling fragile. I hate feeling like I’m made of glass. I hate... that I can’t do the things I know I’m supposed to be able to do. I hate that I can’t fly. And that I’m so slow. I feel...

[She presses her lips together. Hard.]

I feel weak.
priscilla: (Cause it's all about love.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-08-02 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
[Honestly? She pauses.]

I don’t know.

Humanity doesn’t have the lure that it used to.

...anyway. The war ended. That was... a month and a half ago. And then people started vanishing. Zack, Naruto - didn’t you call him Canary, once? In the beginning?

I haven’t been paying attention as much as I should have been. I guess I’ve been too distracted by me.
priscilla: (Is your armor thin again?)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-08-02 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
Elena. She’s the longest term resident. And then me. And then you.

When I told Elena, she said she had to get some things done before she disappeared, too. I have to admit... sometimes I feel the same way. And then I think about what would happen if I were gone. The Patrol would be okay, I know. Arthur would take care of that, and Riza.

But Isley. I worry... about what would happen with him. What he’d do.

[She rubs her face, keeping her eyes off the screen.]

As long as Raki is here, it’ll probably be all right, but...

...anyway. Oh! And then the dating happened again. I mean, the blind date. Thing.
priscilla: (But I lost it somehow)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-08-02 07:00 am (UTC)(link)
[such a sad story. Priscilla taps her fingers. Two of them.]

Tseng. ...and Clare.

….....and Arthur got Isley.

[HE ALWAYS DATES HER DATES.]
priscilla: (The ice is thin; come on dive in.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-08-02 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
I went on a ride with Clare but we didn’t really talk. ...what’s so funny!
priscilla: (As it turns out I'm alive.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-08-02 07:54 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. Everyone came out intact. Arthur couldn’t hurt Isley even if he tried. and Isley wouldn’t hurt Arthur. He-- [She bites her bottom lip, because this will never not be a bit awkward.] --he still restrains himself when it comes to people like Arthur. [People close to her. Then again...] ...actually, he’s pretty restrained in general.

So, yes. They were both, um, successful at living through it.

And so was Clare.

I promised Helen that if Clare came after me again I wouldn’t kill her. One time.

….but Clare is gone now, so I guess it doesn’t matter.
priscilla: (I'm imperfect and uncertain.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-08-02 08:08 am (UTC)(link)
I don’t think so. I don’t... think there was anyone else you knew, really. But... there were a lot of people. I can’t really be sure.

[She pulls the cat closer, hiding her face behind its ears.]

And I’m not sure how much more history there is. Right now, the city is doing that... thing where people turn into younger versions of themselves again. [Here she tips her head a bit, peeking out from behind the cat’s ear.] Do you remember last time? You turned into a heroic law enforcement agent, and we--

[....awkward.]

...w-well. I guess this time you’re unaffected.
priscilla: (Here by my side an angel.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-08-02 08:16 am (UTC)(link)
Well... there are ghosts in the ruins...

In that orphanage anyway.

[much better topic.]
priscilla: (If you have a good day my sis)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-08-02 08:23 am (UTC)(link)
[She laughs softly, and looks down.]

I didn’t forget.

Are you free right now?
priscilla: (She could reinvent her world.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-08-02 08:45 am (UTC)(link)
It’s a finch. And its name is Crow! Accept it!

[She angles the Forge so that the camera catches the somewhat-far-away bird cage.]

[Not that it helps, since he can’t see it. Well.]


...but you can come over if you want. I’ll introduce you. I don’t think finches are supposed to talk... and yet, it does.
priscilla: (I will be safe in my frame.)

[personal profile] priscilla 2011-08-02 08:48 am (UTC)(link)
...mostly, “Worktime.”

A lot.
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[personal profile] priscilla 2011-08-02 08:51 am (UTC)(link)
Well, I think it just kind of picked up the word from--

--what do you mean fix it?

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